Sunday, June 30, 2002
so drunk. Drank last night...until 8 in the morning, when I passed out on the couch and I now have rug burns on both my arms, not sure if that was just me or if it was me and uh wilbur, yeah. I woke up like a half an hour ago and I am still smashed, go me!
Somebody get me a fuckin beer, now.
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11:03 AM
Tuesday, June 25, 2002
An interesting dream.
There was so much more than this but the big thing that stuck out was an old friend Rob who joined the army and left for Texas a year and a half ago came back in my dream. He came to see me at school, he told me he'd been in California all this time then ran off saying he'd be back, then never did come back. There were a lot of other strange things like my friends truck was suddenly 15 feet off the ground, because there was another truck under it. Like his truck was somehow attached to the top but 5 feet above the top. But it pretty much started with me living in this little house with a hallway that had a ton of kittens in it. All of the kittens were similar to gracie (they were supposed to be her siblings) and I had become attached to gracie, but something dangerous was going on ni the house so I had to put gracie with her siblings. I came back later when stuff was ok (I dont remember what was happening ni the house) and I couldnt figure out which one was gracie, and I never did really figure it out either. Well I went to school and some weird stuff happened with a candy machine. and then between classes rob showed up. and then after school I went with my friend with the truck to some monster truck place or somthing of the sort. It was like a wasteland. Like in star wars how tatooine loked when you get there to get anakin, but the buildings weren't as nice, they were like something the incans had built. At some point my friends truck on top got messed up so there was some people helping fix and some stuff fell out from underneath it, three things actually. A star trek type weapon with a blade on one end and an axe on the other. A butcher knife, and a gun or something. Well I collected these quickly to avoid one of the many passersby thinking it was weird that these just came out of nowhere. One of the guys who'd been helping do something to the truck, a really big weird looking guy, grabbed the star trek type thing and started running around with it. Well I grabbed it back before he could really do anything but he started chasing me. and I ran into a room and he threw it. Well it took off the head of a coyotes girlfriend (I could see from a window) he took the head and started teasing the coyote with it. I jumped out of window and told matt to haul ass. and not to bother climbing into the higher truck and got in the bottom one, which I then couldnt understand why he didn't just drive this one in the first place. It has nice cream leather interior an tv screen and everything. Then I moved on and we were suddenly back in a nice part of town, and I woke up.
Don't know what to think. But yeah. Any ideas anyone?
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2:10 PM
Friday, June 21, 2002
Mohawk
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12:35 AM
Friday, June 14, 2002
Ok you guys, pretend your my daniel, and you'll get this one. John you wanna try and explain this dream? Please?
Alright, so I'm in Chicago for whatever reason, and i've joined the army. Their doing a training procedure and its really weird and I'm getting lost cause I somehow 'missed' boot camp. All the sudden were being attacked by what I think were nazi's. So basically we're shooting at These guys running at us with guns. So then they leave and we continue this training thing and then we get done and this lieutenant is talking to me and I just casually asked him where I could re-sign up for boot camp because I missed it. He said eh no need, we really don’t teach you anything there anyways. So I decide to go find you. You apparently have your own building and staff and everything. So I find your building but your gone and so is all of your staff. Well in the building next to yours theres some crazy guy trying to get me to put a quarter in one of those quarter candy vending machine things (you know what I mean?), so finally I do and I got like a piece of gum or something. I noticed a pile of awesome old records and cds and stuff that I guess he was getting rid of or something and I started going through them, he says I don’t want them, you can have em, but if you take one you have to take them all. I say kickass! and take em. He also gave me one of those sparkly stickers that say “you go girl!” on em and has a cartoon doll picture on it. I thought it was fun so I put it on my butt. So I get back out in the street and I’m suddenly back in uniform and have a gun, besides my bag containing all these awesome old cds and records and shit. So I’m walking down the street wondering when your gonna be back at your office or whatever (I think you must have been some sort of political figure or something) when some guy jumps out of an alley and tries to kill me with a shovel. I shot him in the stomach and yeah he fell and stuff. Just when I start to walk away I realize, hey maybe he knows where you live. So I walk back and I’m all like, hey guy I’m sorry I had to kill you (hes not dead yet, just in major pain and severely bleeding) But uh do you know where Daniel Iles lives? He gave me an address and pointed me down the right street and everything. I’m feeling awfully grateful so I decided to fix him. I Knelt down next to him and gave him a cd and he said aww man thanks! Got up and walked away, apparently fine. So I go find your house, and walk right in and there you are. Hangin out fully dressed in black beside your pool. We hugged and cried and hugged and cried some more. Then you asked about my uniform and gun, I said I dunno, and something about I guess I’m in the army. I shrugged and we moved on. My bag had falled partially open and you said hey, you may be in the army, but we do have u2! It was weird, esp. since I didn’t think you liked u2? I dove into the pool and there was like a red area of stuff at the bottom. It was like one of those ocean in a bottle things, but this was a blob of reddish stuff. It was weird. so I got out and dove back in and did that a couple of times until I decided I was done. So I get out of the pool and I’m completely dry. (magic I guess) Some girl who introduced herself as your sister or mom or something took me around showing me the rest of the house which seemed to be a really really huge house that was mostly really well furnished but was like a warehouse in parts. So Now theres a whole group of people walking around with us and she shows us your room. We all oo and ahh cause its huge. It wasn’t particularly nice or anything, the walls were made of metal, but it appeared to be rusty, which was cool looking. So she (your mom or sister, whatever) opens one of the many shades at the head of your bed, we look outside and theres osama bin laden and One of his lieutenant guys jumping and dancing on your roof. well we weren’t sure that’s who it was so we just shut the curtains and moved on. We went into the living room and omg it was awesome. The room was huge, it was made of wood paneling all around with really big red velvet couches strewn about with nice carpets down and a big screen tv on the wall. That’s not the best part though. We walked in just as the sun was setting on the ocean and all of one whole wall (it was a triangle shaped room) was a window. And Its not like it was just a wall. It was a tall wall, in those houses that have three stories and on the upper two levels there are balconies that over look the living room, yeah it was one of those, and the biggest wall that didn’t have a balcony was entirely glass. It was really really pretty, the sky, water and sun were all orangish yellowish. So we kind of sat in there (you me and your sister type person) and watched the sunset. Well on the bottom left side of the glass wall there was a sliding door and a short little dock heading out from there. your sister and I walked out there and sat on the dock for a while. Under the dock you could see that the house had ben built partially under water and there were lights on in some of the rooms, and some of the rooms were open to the water, like they had been storage an they had sprung a leak. One of them was filled with chairs and stuff, and was all under water. So we’re sitting on this dock when all of the sudden someone jumps up and tries to kill us. Like attacking up with a knife and all that. I’ve still got my gun within easy reach and I shot him. he fell back into the water dropping his knife on the dock. and we were all freaked out and went back inside and found you and yeah, freaked out for a bit. We all finally decided though that he must be dead and all of us went back out onto the dock and sat for a little while longer, I had both my gun and a video camera now and she had the knife he dropped onto the dock and so we were feeling a bit more secure. She was messing around with the knife to try and get used to the whole, stabbing throwing a knife thing and dropped it in the water. So she dives in to get it and the guy comes back and knocks me into the water. At this point I’ve figured out it was Osama’s lieutenant guy and I’m all like oh shit. And shoot him, or try to. He’s already been shot once and getting shot again isn’t really going to bother him much and this point, so I’m basically distracting him while whatever her name is gets the knife and like throws it at him, she just missed him and got out of the water as quick as she could. Well I’m weaponless now cause I ditched the whole gun idea and started swimming like hell, but I still have this camera. So I’m swimming like hell to get away from this guy and taping everything that happens and hes swimming after me talking somehow (were underwater at this point, I don’t understand how he was talking, but whatever) something about how he could tell how long I could stay under swimming by how much I blinked and stuff I think trying to et me to freak iout and forget getting away from him and just go to the surface. Well it wasn’t working and I had somehow build up this tolerance for no air and swam around quite easily getting away. Well I swam into the underwater room found an air pocket real quick while I couldn’t be seen among the furniture got a breath and tried to get him in there where he’d probably get lost so I could get up and out of the water. Well I did that and got out of the water and yeah. So we went swmming in your pool for a while, apparently you didn’t see me diving in before cause when I was just about to you freaked out screaming something at me when I dove in. It was too late for me to stop so I dove in anyways. Well when I surfaced you were like oh my god, that waters really shallow, you ok? I was just like, um I’m fine, its not really shallow, but there is a red pool of gunk at the bottom of the deepest part. You said oh, ok. And that was pretty much the end.
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2:43 PM
Thursday, June 13, 2002
This is what makes me worry about Jake having to go overseas. All my friends tell me hes got me whipped, and thats true, I know it and it needs to stop. But this is too real for me. I don't know what I would do without him.
Won't you look down upon me, Jesus
You've got to help me make a stand
You've just got to see me through another day
My body's aching and my time is at hand
And I won't make it any other way
Oh, I've seen fire and I've seen rain
I've seen sunny days that I thought would never end
I've seen lonely times when I could not find a friend
But I always thought that I'd see you again
Been walking my mind to an easy time my back turned towards the sun
Lord knows when the cold wind blows it'll turn your head around
Well, there's hours of time on the telephone line to talk about things to come
Sweet dreams and flying machines in pieces on the ground
Oh, I've seen fire and I've seen rain
I've seen sunny days that I thought would never end
I've seen lonely times when I could not find a friend
But I always thought that I'd see you, baby, one more time again, now
Thought I'd see you one more time again
There's just a few things coming my way this time around, now
Thought I'd see you, thought I'd see you fire and rain, now
Not that hes a huge part of my life (he is but in ways noone'll ever really be able to understand) but even though I dont see or even talk to him daily, I know hes only a phone call away. I'm just worried, and don't want him to go. And even if he does I want to know how he feels and I need him to know how I feel. Unfortunately its really hard to say.
I told him not to join the army, I told him I did.
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12:41 PM
Saturday, June 08, 2002
Oh Dave! That is wonderful.
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8:49 PM
