Tuesday, April 30, 2002
A year ago tonight. Great. I miss my Jake.
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9:22 PM
Happy b-day Dave...your fantasy cake?
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9:22 PM
Saturday, April 27, 2002
J
You're the one I can't figure out
But the one I can't forget
You got me worked up and locked out I gotta stop, messin with you messin with my head
I can't solve this equation
And it's tearing me apart
J, game's not worth playin
If you don't finish what you start
| Disorder | Rating |
| Paranoid: | Very High |
| Schizoid: | Moderate |
| Schizotypal: | High |
| Antisocial: | Moderate |
| Borderline: | Very High |
| Histrionic: | High |
| Narcissistic: | High |
| Avoidant: | High |
| Dependent: | Very High |
| Obsessive-Compulsive: | Moderate |
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I think I'm fucked.
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7:12 PM
Monday, April 22, 2002
He made me watch that movie again. I cried.
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1:36 PM
Tuesday, April 16, 2002
I've been listening to all the old songs. The old songs which remind me of the old places. The old places where I held on to my sanity only by your grace. The grace that fell away so long ago.I wonder if you go back to those places and think of me. The things we did to entertain our time. All that what we did mean't to you, and I as well. I certainly do my best. Visiting the place where I first met you. A place so close in reality, emotinally inaccesible. But these songs remind me of you so much. How they made me cry when we first drifted away. I don't cry any longer. That doesn't mean I don't feel like screaming your name every second of every day.
Everything I have is part of you. I wonder where you are. If your all right. I miss your voice. Your eyes. Hair. I miss everything about you, physically and everything you were inside. Your all I want. Your all I need. Your everything to me. Are you happy? Did you find someone to love. Love more than you ever did me? I just need to know that your ok.
I guess I lied, my eyes are wet with sorrow which will stay on forever.
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10:19 PM
Here Sean, Squirrel-b-gone
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7:38 PM
Monday, April 15, 2002
What happened to spring?
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10:39 PM
Friday, April 12, 2002
Oh my.
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10:26 PM
Tuesday, April 09, 2002
I love it when it rains so hard you can hardly breathe. Theres just something about it that makes me feel like I can act/feel weaker than I normally can. It feels good to be weak. I've watched time ease past and wished it to slow, even stop. When I felt the weight that pained me so lift, I asked for "please, just a little more". I've stared into the most beautiful blue eyes I will ever see and wished them to never disappear; even as they faded to clear. I've seen the face of a man so heartbroken and tortured that I thought he may as well die, and still taken advantage. And when the pressure from above came in such torrents as to take my breath away from such a natural thing, I realised how selfish all these things were. I just want to hold you again. But I am weak. For all these dear love, I am sorry.
In a moment I would bow my head in submission to you. It would take only a minute to comprehend that you love me still. It will take a life-time for me to get over you. I have one minute or two to spare. Won't you please fill one with the understanding of your ceaseless care? If you would hold me just once more, I won't ever let you go.
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6:33 PM
Sunday, April 07, 2002
Please take me by the hand
It's so cold out tonight
I'll put blankets on the bed
I won't turn out the lights
Just don't forget to
Think about me and I
Won't forget you
Why does it feel the same to fall in love or break it off?
And if young love is just a game then I must have missed the kick off
Don't depend on if she ever followed you or anything but
I'd go through hell for you and
I think about the times, she kissed me after class and
She put up with my friends, I acted like an ass
I ditched my lecture, to watch the girls play soccer
Is my picture still hanging in her locker?
I haven't been this scared in a long time
And i'm so unprepared, so here's your valentine
A bouquet of clumsy words, a simple melody
This world's an ugly place, but you're so beautiful
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10:43 PM
