Sunday, March 31, 2002
The Hardware Bible 5th edition
1400 of the most information jammed pages I've ever had time to read. Cant wait to get further into it.
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6:35 PM
Thursday, March 28, 2002
Going out of town again, this time to someplace I won't have a computer, so I'll see y'all in a few days.
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5:42 PM
Wednesday, March 27, 2002
Where'd my comments go? *calls for them to come back to her page* Oh Never midn there they are.
JAKE MILLER: I discovered this poem called "Polly's Tree" by Sylvia Plath when I was on tour with my band up in Maine. I had made a new friend who'd recently lost her boyfriend, and we were talking about grieving the loss of loved ones. And I had a sister named Polly who I had just lost a few months previously to an asthma attack. It was amazing how much the words in the poem reminded me of her.
SARAH MILLER: It does really seem to describe that beautiful, and really quite luminous pastel that Polly had done not too long before her death, which my husband Marty and I watched her create, and it was just... It just happened. It's just like, in the poem it says something about "it sprung from her pillow," and that's what it was like when we watched her create this thing. And it was just born.
MARTIN MILLER: It was so beautiful. It took us so much, both Sarah and I. It hit us so strongly, and we wanted immediately to bring it home and frame it. And then when Jake read that poem five, six years later, it was almost as if the poem was written to instruct or to inform Polly about the painting, and that the painting was a necessary event in the life of Polly to allow us to have that as a talisman of her life.
MARTIN MILLER: "Polly's Tree," by Sylvia Plath:
A dream tree, Polly's tree:
a thicket of sticks,
each speckled twig
ending in a thin-paned
leaf unlike any
other on it
or in a ghost flower
flat as paper and
of a color
vaporish as frost-breath,
more finical than
any silk fan
the Chinese ladies use
to stir robin's egg
air.
SARAH MILLER: (continuing reading of poem)
The silver - haired seed of the milkweed
comes to roost there, frail
as the halo
rayed round a candle flame,
a will-o'-the-wisp
nimbus, or puff
of cloud-stuff, tipping her
queer candelabrum.
Palely lit by
snuff-ruffed dandelions,
white daisy wheels
JAKE MILLER: (continuing reading of poem)
and
a tiger faced
pansy, it glows. O it's
no family tree,
Polly's tree, nor
a tree of heaven, though
it marry quartz-flake,
feather and rose.
It sprang from her pillow
whole as a cobweb
ribbed like a hand,
a dream tree.
SARAH MILLER: (reading portion of poem)
Polly's tree
wears a valentine
arc of tear-pearled
bleeding hearts on its sleeve
MARTIN MILLER: (concluding reading of poem)
and, crowning it, one
blue larkspur star.
I wonder if Jake knows I still cry for Autumn.
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7:28 PM
Monday, March 25, 2002
*Writes something witty, and yet content filled*
(Welcome back Ben!)
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10:30 PM
Sunday, March 24, 2002
Both amusing, and incredibly disturbing.
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3:30 PM
Tuesday, March 12, 2002
John, your new background makes me want to cry. :->
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9:05 PM
Monday, March 11, 2002
Fuck you Jim
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11:57 PM
I'm so excited. My brother is in town from Detroit. My other brother moved back to Midland. I have two brothers. 2 of 3 isnt bad. I've missed them so much. We're going to have Dinner tonight before Steve goes back to Detroit. First time I've seen him in 8 months, its been too long dear brother. Scott is a mechanic now in a shop uptown. Steve bought a Mustang GT. I love them dearly.
I've been fixating on Jakes twins death last march. I can't figure out why either, why does what happened to him matter so much to me? It doesnt help that the day before, until just about 2 hours after, Autumns accident I had a premonition about something wasnt right. Then Jake told me she died. Why do I feel so horrible again? Not in the same why, but its like I'm feeling guilty or something. I love her too, feel as if I should be somehow close to her, like she was my sister, not Jakes.
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6:47 PM
Sunday, March 10, 2002
*twitches* Anytime Ben. Your always in my thoughts ::burn ben burn, no luau for you:: Better be a good little child!
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9:25 PM
Damnit
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7:38 PM
Saturday, March 09, 2002
*snort, spit* Sorry about yer car mister, should prolly get that there bumper fixed. Y'all have a nice time walkin to the nearest service station(500 miles away, no we're not in america, cant go more than 100 miles without finding lots o civilization) now ya hear? *spit* O, and get that windshield cleaned up, mucus.. is.. gross....
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10:35 PM
All ducks aren't sweet and innocent and you prove that. You have a nasty streak.
Find your inner rubber ducky.
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10:25 PM
Thursday, March 07, 2002
I think Ben is unconsciously trying to end his life by repeating his last word in all of his previous lives. Maybe if you say it fast enough over and over again someone will go nuts and kill you. Just a suggestion.
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4:07 PM
I love you guys.
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3:27 PM
Wednesday, March 06, 2002
 I tashte like Alcohol.Heh. Heh. I taste like beer. I like beer. Buy me a beer. I'm not drunk, I can drink plenty without... What was I saying? Beer. What Flavour Are You? |
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Tuesday, March 05, 2002
Wow probably the second time I actually voice an opinion in one of your debates, and I get deleted.
Its all about the love I'm sure.
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10:59 PM
Jake Daniel, he smells good too. But yeah, not pretty boy.
I'm so frustrated at everyone.
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2:56 PM
Monday, March 04, 2002
Jake makes me want to kill him, and I think he does it on purpose.
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11:40 PM
What Pattern Are You?
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I wish I could kill a yak with mind bullets from 200 yds away. Wonderboy told me the secrets of his powers. Mindblowing stuff. You dont even understand. Young Nasty man has my jealousy aimed towards him. Kiki is a great name. Whos Kyle? O, him, I got it now. I wonder exactly what an evil hydra looks like. My mighty what? Well whatever it is its filling that crevasse. I love it when Grokster works well. But I really need a cd burner. Its nice when you can hear the music louder, as from a cd player compared to my shitty lil 10 dollar speakers. Ah well. I'm tempted to keep rambling. But ya know, no. Tina your not ugly damnit. Maybe your not thin but thin does not equal pretty. I'm beautiful and I'm not thin...LOL...Yes I am(beautiful). I wanna talk to Brent?
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9:26 PM
Awww.
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6:38 PM
No matter how long I've known him, this guy is crazy, and we love him for it.
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4:45 PM
Saturday, March 02, 2002
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3:24 PM
Oh yeah baby!
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