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Wellll, definately not no reason. I mean't to say wrong reason. I should definately pay more attention to my writing. America is hated for the wrong reasons quite often. But I still have alot to learn, I'm probably wrong.
Di-Havana Fales [8:15 AM]
America is rich, rich as hell. But often hated for no reason. Did you know that in Australia most people blame us for their crime? What the hell is that? We created their criminals? (I'm not saying all Australians by the way...but until my friends family was transferred to America thats what they believed, that we were to blame for crime in Australia). That speech was just something nice to make us moneygrubbing Americans feel good about ourselves. And I say why not promote National pride?
I need the Pink Floyd Record with Wish You Were Here on it. Hell I need any Pink Floyd Record.
Di-Havana Fales [1:14 PM]
:-D Hey man its good stuff (That song I mean).
On the 6th I was talking about the speech I posted on the 20th. I guess it wasnt written after Sept. 11th in fact it was written in 1976 when we withdrew from the vietnam war. It was read on 93.3 a local radiostation the day afterward, I thought it was new, oops. :)
Di-Havana Fales [1:27 PM]
Holiday Gap
Di-Havana Fales [8:37 AM]
Give a little bit
Give a little bit of your love to me
See the man with the lonely eyes
take his hand
you could be surprised
Give a little bit
Give a little bit of my love to you
Di-Havana Fales [8:37 AM]
Rob will be home tonight! Thats awesome, he has been off at boot camp or advanced training or wahtever the fuck their doing. I've missed the kid. He was in my weight training class last year and we were pretty good friends, but I didn't see him after commencement or anytime since.
Man Jake never let me see any pictures of him from his graduation, and his mother had to have taken some. Its all too obvious that his parents love him to death and care for him a great deal. I think (hope) he knows it too. I'm damn proud of him for graduating, from both high school and his army thing(not to sound disrespectful but I don't know much about the army. There is a fuckhead recruiter that is always trying to get me to take his card (until I told him to fuck off last year) after he stopped that though he put me on a marine mailing list, but yeah I know nothing. So yeah I'm just proud thats all. Ugh I still wonder if hes going to have emotionally detched himself from me or not. Ugh I hope not. Thank you Dave for making me feel better in the long long ago when I originally was all messed up over it, but since I've talked to my cousin Greg. He had a completely different experience, when he came back he and his long time sweetheart had grown apart in their relationship and they broke up. Their married now but yeah still, I wonder if maybe there had been anyone else that he was interested in more than I, and if maybe he'd prefer them over me. I guess we'll see soon enough eh?
Oh dear lord country (style of music) makes me want to curl up and cry, it sucks so badly!!!
Could I be more valley girl? Whats wrong with me today? Sorry guys.
Di-Havana Fales [1:09 PM]
12 Days..I can live with this. Jake'll be home in 12 days. I'm curious to see how his views have changed (although its not certain he'll be any different). I don't know what to think anymore, about anything. People are stupid and so am I. Its not in my ability to see who is and is not smarter than I am so what am I supposed to change in myself to please others without hating myself?
Ask Micheal Jackson who Annie is...I have no idea.(I don't know why I put that on the blog, I was in a fucked up mood)
I don't have a cell phone anymore. It was cancelled until christmas, darnit all! it was so useful to me (esp. since my mother is always on the fucking phone). Isn't that supposed to be the other way around? Mother rarely uses the phone, teenage daughter always on the phone? I got to school this morning and five people run up to me...why was your phone busy all weekend? Urg.
I need drugs, as in Advil. I almost always have a headache now. When I stand up I get dizzy, and when I lay down I get dizzy and sometimes pass out (no not sleeping, that'd be nice though nice peaceful dreamless sleep *wishful sigh*). And yet my blood pressure is normal (which in and of itself is strange because my blood pressure has been steadily low since I was four or five). Why can't I just be healthy? For now I'm just going to tell myself its me growing.
Last year I had pretty much the same thing going on except I also was having major problems with muscle soreness where I would wake up and literally not be able to move because my back and legs would ache so much. The doctors warned me to be prepared that I might have Leukemia. It turned out that I had magnesium and calcium deficiencies. That was a load off my mind. Guess I'd better pray that I'm ok.
Snugch...kinda like Shnunk.
Di-Havana Fales [1:25 PM]
Is Annie ok?
Who the fuck cares, it should be all about me.
I've had a very odd day. One where I just kind of gave up and let the world pass me by. But now the teacher (I got soo close to putting stupid teacher, then realised shes not stupid I'm just frustrated, GR) is trying to make me work, but the computer won't cooperate, and I have very real feelings of hatred towards Microsoft Access right now. Is there a word for killing a computer? Like homicide, except for computers? If there is I want to know.
I have some cherry liquor in my top drawer in my room. I think I'll be hitting that hard tonight.
Di-Havana Fales [1:23 PM]
Freedom Survived
This editorial was broadcast from Toronto by Gordon Sinclair on 5 June 1973 as the United States was withdrawing from Vietnam. It later was printed in the U.S. Congressional Record.
"This Canadian thinks it is time to speak up for the Americans as the most generous and possibly the least appreciated people on all the earth. Germany, Japan and, to a lesser extent, Britain and Italy were lifted out of the debris of war by the Americans who poured in billions of dollars and forgave other billions in debts. None of these countries is today paying even the interest on its remaining debts to the United States. When the franc was in danger of collapsing in 1956, it was the Americans who propped it up, and their reward was to be insulted and swindled on the streets of Paris. I was there. I saw it.
"When earthquakes hit distant cities, it is the United States that hurries in to help. This spring, 59 American communities were flattened by tornadoes. Nobody helped. The Marshall Plan and the Truman Policy pumped billions of dollars into discouraged countries. Now newspapers in those countries are writing about the decadent, war-mongering Americans.
"I'd like to see just one of those countries that is gloating over the erosion of the United States dollar build its own airplane. Does any other country in the world have a plane to equal the Boeing Jumbo Jet, the Lockheed Tri-Star, or the Douglas DC-10? If so, why don't they fly them? Why do all the International Airlines except Russia fly American planes? Why does no other land on earth even consider putting a man or woman on the moon?
"You talk about Japanese technocracy, and you get radios. You talk about German technocracy, and you get automobiles. You talk about American technocracy, and you find men on the moon — not once, but several times — and safely home again.
"You talk about scandals, and the Americans put theirs right in the store window for everybody to look at. Even their draft-dodgers are not pursued and hounded. They are here on our streets, and most of them, unless they are breaking Canadian laws, are getting American dollars from ma and pa at home to spend here.
"When the railways of France, Germany and India were breaking down through age, it was the American who rebuilt them. When the Pennsylvania Railroad and the New York Central went broke, nobody loaned them an old caboose. Both are still broke. I can name you 5000 times when the Americans raced to the help of other people in trouble. Can you name me even one time when someone else raced to the Americans in trouble? I don't think there was outside help even during the San Francisco earthquake.
"Our neighbors have faced it alone, and I'm one Canadian who is damned tired of hearing them get kicked around. They will come out of this thing with their flag high. And when they do, they are entitled to thumb their nose at the lands that are gloating over their present troubles. I hope Canada is not one of those. Stand proud, Americans!"
Di-Havana Fales [1:09 PM]
and I still feel you
everything you do
always beside me
always in my head
beautiful in my eyes
infinitely breathtaking
your constant presence
comforting and supportive
the day of your return
much anticipated
and I will miss you
Di-Havana Fales [1:00 PM]
First time I've been in this class for 5 days...its not good to be back. I suppose I'll have to deal with it though. I'm getting an imcomplete for last marking period *shrug*. I'm sort of like my brother Scott in this aspect; We're pretty smart and could be at the head of our classes...just choose not to...its not important to us(I do not claim to be like Scott however he is certifiably genius, he scored incredibly high on his act or sat or something getting him a four year scholorship to ferris state university). I don't really understand why it would be to someone, my other brother Steve wants to be smart, and works for it, its not that hes not bright or anything but he ahs to work for it. And hes so damn cocky.
Thats one thing I cannot stand. Cockiness.
Di-Havana Fales [1:27 PM]
Barely 15 Webbloggers eh? Good thing I'm really a 48 yr old fat mexican.
lol, I am lovable...lets leave it there.
Di-Havana Fales [12:27 PM]
Yeah I'm a youngster...but you didn't know that did you?
Now you know.
JimS...whats a Tortex?
Di-Havana Fales [3:49 PM]
I just found out He'll be back in mmm three weeks. I'm very excited.
Dave I IMed you and you didn't reply...*sniff sniff*
Oh well...I'm not so sure I wanted to be exposed to your scary mind anyways.
Tess has teeth...wow...she didn't last time I saw the child. They grow up so fast.
So why does time pass so quickly anyways?
Di-Havana Fales [2:41 PM]
Your IQ Score is: 139
You are in the 85th percentile of all online test takers
Total Number of Questions: 30
Number of Questions Answered: 30
Number of Questions Answered Correctly: 25
Number of Questions Answered Incorrectly: 5
Questions Answered Incorrectly of Answered Questions: 5
130-150 Only 2.27% of all test takers have scored in your range or higher. Your IQ is approaching genius level.
Borderline genius is good enough for me! Esp. considering it'll be higher since this was designed for those above 16...I'm barely 15...yeah for being a genius, lol.
Started taking the Mensa thing then realised that I don't care. :-D
Just like JimS I do not let any of my family or close friends read my webblog. Theres just so many things about me I don't feel they should know. If they want to know they shoul ask...right?
The plane crash was not terrorism according to CNN in our cafeteria...faulty equipment on the plane apparently causing the engine to drop or stop or something of the sort.
Blah.
Di-Havana Fales [1:26 PM]
Oh yeah, thank you Ned for honoring me with the 'Featured Link' its a great honor.
(I think?)
Di-Havana Fales [1:06 PM]
I get it!!!!
lol, the prude dude is the Ned-meister. Thanks Ned and John, I feel kinda dumb now...but hey who cares! its 2:45 and my slight buzz has grown into full fledged drunkenness. (Did you know if you make it look like your drinking a sprite principals are too stupid to realize your drinking vodka in front of them?)
That completely explains why I couldn't figure out who 'The Prude' was. His link wasn't on the page as 'Ned', I have never clicked tanquelogue before, and his name is not on his own site anywhere. But like I said...
I get it now!!!
:-D
Now won't somebody PuhLease tell me who the fuck Hank is???
Di-Havana Fales [1:05 PM]
I'm not real familiar with Ned...there isn't a link to his page anywhere...is there?
*shrug* I'm err.. Slightly buzzed at the moment so I have nothing to say...
Di-Havana Fales [11:03 AM]
Ohhh Disturbing Dave..lol...DAMN THOSE STUPID CHRISTIANS!
My mother is a devout christian and has extreme guilt over filing for divorce, despite his vile and evil past with her. *rolls eyes* I also attended her church on more than one occasion...I have heard nothing that would have any great impact on any persons life, well, they ask for money a lot...
I need to be eating a lot more protein.
I weigh 180 and have 19% body fat (by the way I'm a little under 5'7, in case anyone was wondering). I still feel as though I'm not at my peak physicality. It was suggested to me by a friend that if I get more protein in my diet (I get very little as of now) that perhaps I would gain more muscle, while at the same time losing (some) fat (I enjoy the fat I have, keeps me warm in the winter, and padding when I fall on my ass). I am unsure though as how I could eat more without taking more time to eat good* food. Anybody have any sugestions for quick meals packed with protein?
*good meaning taking extra time to cook and eat a real meal..I am myself a bite on the run kind of person.
HEY! How come I'm not any anyones links? *sniff sniff*
Di-Havana Fales [1:15 PM]
Yeah for Mahayana Buddism!
Di-Havana Fales [8:38 AM]
There was a speech written a day or two after the events of Sept. 11 that I really loved. I don't remember who it was by or what it was titled. If anyone knows what I'm talking about and knows of its whereabouts I'd really appreciate a link.
I fell asleep in Geometry a while ago, and had a bad dream. I don't remember what it was or what it was about. All I know is I woke up with an extreme feeling of panic and claustrophobia. Maybe I was being attacked by geometric figures and algebraic equations...who knows.
I've always had a knack for numbers, and math in general I guess. The only reason I don't excel in math is that I don't choose to. I don't like the tedious work of it unless theres something in it for me. I pass the class out of pure respect for a diploma from an AA rated school. Why on earth should I take my own god given TV time to work on something that would help out on my future? I want to watch TV now now now!!!!
I don't need to be unique I don't think. I'd be just as happy in the army; told what to wear, what to eat, when to sleep and when to work. I have a need to respect someone though. If I thought my "superior" was a bad person then fuckin hell if I'm going to listen to that lying sonuvabitch!
Started writing some story trying to create the image of countless men all standing at attention in uniform one indistinguishable from the next. Got disgusted at the idea and stopped. While I may want to be part of countless millions, what about the people who don't? My opinion is only one, singular, in and of itself useless. I can't possibly try to write something so purely one sided, and finish it without deciding its a horrible idea.
Di-Havana Fales [8:26 AM]
The Freak Test
Need to be unique: 84%
Need to NOT conform: 73%
Willingness to express dissent: 91%
Overall: 81%
What does this mean?
Your raw percentage indicates the actual numbers associated with your answers - the higher the percentage, the higher your personality agrees with the associated comment.
Your percentile indiciates how you compare against others who have taken this test. If you have an overall percentile index of 93, this indicates that you have a higher need-for-uniqueness that 92 out of 100 people. (Mean scores and standard deviation are taken from scores from this site over the winter of 1997.)
Di-Havana Fales [1:11 PM]
I am JOSEPH. Self-assured and proud of it, you're leadership material through and through. Hey, can you help it if other people think you know it all? You do!
Yeah I do!
whatever
Di-Havana Fales [12:54 PM]
1. Mahayana Buddhism (100%)
2. Theravada Buddhism (99%)
3. Unitarian Universalism (96%)
4. New Thought (88%)
5. Christian Science (Church of Christ, Scientist) (84%)
6. Liberal Quaker (81%)
7. Liberal Protestant (80%)
8. Hinduism (77%)
9. New Age (77%)
10. Scientology (75%)
11. Jainism (75%)
12. Neo-Paganism (74%)
13. Secular Humanism (65%)
14. Taoism (60%)
15. Jehovahs Witness (53%)
16. Bahá'ís (50%)
17. Sikhism (49%)
18. Conservative Protestant (48%)
19. Reform Judaism (48%)
20. Atheism and Agnosticism (46%)
21. Latter-day Saint (Mormon) (46%)
22. Orthodox Judaism (41%)
23. Orthodox Quaker (37%)
24. Islam (28%)
25. Seventh Day Adventist (20%)
26. Eastern Orthodox (15%)
27. Roman Catholic (15%)
Di-Havana Fales [12:44 PM]
Something in the way mmmmmmmmmm
Something in the way mmmmmmmmmm
Something in the way mmmmmmmmmm
Kurt Cobain I do miss you. If your ever in a bad mood and need something to sooth you download "Something in the way" By Nirvana. Something about it just breaks through and makes sense to ya no matter what.
No I'm not in a bad mood, actually quite the opposite. Had a good day. Rather sore from following the orders recieved from my new weight training II Instructor (old one got fired) but nonetheless relaxed to the extreme of relaxation.
Drip Drip Drip the faucet droned, its ceaseless drip seemingly dutiful. Click Click Click tap the fingers of 40 students performing their daily rituals. Buzz Buzz Buzz calls out the bell for the janitor to continue his duty at some other place during some other time. Whap Whap Whap another faceless student taps her foor on the floor.
BELCH
Di-Havana Fales [1:16 PM]
YoDub! Had a great party last night, left me horribly tired and unready to go to school.
Messed up dreams though.
Suggaarrr Buzzzzzz
Actually I haven't eaten any candy yet..I'm just having fun watching everyone else going berserk. I am still unable to eat (third day) without *clears throat* emptying my stomach back the way it came.
PUKING MY GUTS OUT.
Sooo hungryyy...
Di-Havana Fales [1:10 PM]